Thanks for the encouragment all. It’s now less than two weeks until the end of classes and about a month before I’m back in Rochester.
The last ten months have flown. Flown I say.
Tension level right now is through the roof. Sleep is something I fondly remember. In part that’s because of stress/panic attacks at night. Deadlines are really starting to loom and there are a lot of uncertain aspects for the future.
All that being said, I’m hitting harder and on more cylinders than ever before in my life. Which only frustrates the job situation in a way. I’m doing better work than ever before. Heck I am better than ever before. And yet I don’t know what will happen when I get back to Rah-cha-cha. And while I try to push that to the back of my head, you can’t quite get away from it.
Everyone in my life has reminded me that I always land on my feet, and I sorta know that to be true. But at this moment I’m in sorta a free fall and that’s rough because I can’t even tell what ground I’m heading for. And it’s tough to get past that, but get past that I will.
Plus, as goofy as it may sound, I’m bummed that I haven’t been able to share a lot of the pictures that I’ve been taking. I’ve got lots of stories bottled up and really want to share them at some point. Perhaps the summer will be a review of the past year.
Oh… and I will eventually write everyone back. I swear.
In the meantime, I’m going to take a nap.